October 6 

October 6

I was going to post this message yesterday but of course as usually my computer was on the fritz SO, let's just pretend I did this on October 6th.

Today (Oct 6) 5 years ago Tyler was due. I anxiously waited this date to come and then it did, with no implications of an upcomng birth any time soon. I cried as I left the doctor's office, riddled with exhaustion and emotions over flowing. I just wanted to meet my son. Six days later I was induced and finally got to meet the gorgeous boy I have always dreamed of. I finally found the title I had been soul searching so long for, "Mommy".

In a few more days we will be celebrating his FIFTH birthday. How did this creep up on me so fast? No matter how big he gets. he will always be MY baby. He's the laughter in my dark moments and the humour I don't think I have ever had. He's a breath of fresh air when life is stale and a wonderful taste of delight in my life.

I love you sweetheart.

My first moments with my first baby
ty

First professional pics (Gloria, remember what a nightmare this photo shoot was??? We can laugh about it now!)
Ty

Peacefully sleeping
Ty

Growing bigger everyday
Ty

Taking the bus to school
bus4

Love,
Mommy

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Comment I DO REMEMBER THAT PHOTO SHOOT! ..... BUT WE DID END UP WITH A FEW GOOD PICS. WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT MY FIRST GRANDBABY... TY AND I HAVE A BOND. I KNOW HE FEELS IT TOO. I LOVE YOU MY BABY!!! GRANDMA

Mon Oct 10, 2005 7:26 pm MST by GRANDMA GLO

Comment RHOBIN, IS IT ME OR DO YOU FEEL IT TOO? IT SEEMS LIKE THIS BIRTHDAY WAS THE HARDEST ONE FOR ME SO FAR. LAST WEEK I WAS SHOPING FOR ALYSSA AND OUT OF THE BLUE IT HIT ME, MY BABY IS TURNING 5 IN A FEW MORE DAYS, SO THERE I WAS, FIGHTING BACK THE TEARS HOPING NO ONE WAS LOOKING AT ME. I FORCED MYSELF TO THINK OF SOMETHING ELSE SO I WOULDN'T LOOK LIKE A FOOL. WHY DO THEY HAVE TO GROW UP? I LOVE THIS AGE, EVERYTHING THEY SAY AND DO IS SO DARN CUTE. FOR EXAMPLE, YESTERDAY ALYSSA TOLD ME "MY HEAD TELLS ME I'M 4 BUT MY HEART TELLS ME I'M 5." I AM GUESSING THAT SHE IS TRYING TO SAY THAT SHE DOESN'T FEEL ANY DIFFERENT NOW THAT SHE IS 5 YEARS OLD. I REMEMBER OLGA ASKING HER SATURDAY MORNING (OCT. 1) IF SHE FELT ANY OLDER. I THINK SHE'S BEEN THING ABOUT IT SINCE THEN AND FINALL CAME UP WITH AN ANSWER. WISH WE COULD GET INTO THOSE LITTLE MINDS AND SEE WHAT THEY ARE THINKING AND HOW THEY PROCESS THINGS. GIVE TYTY A BIG KISS AND HUG FOR ME AND TELL HIM HOW MUCH WE MISS HIM. TELL HIM I THINK HE IS A VERY SMART YOUNG MAN AND A WONDERFUL BIG BROTHER. I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY TYTY, I'M SENDING LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES (OXOXOX). I LOVE YOU TYLER. RHOBIN, GIVE TYLER 4 SPANKINGS FOR ME AND 1 TO GROW ON. LOVE, MOM/GRANDMA

Fri Oct 7, 2005 10:56 pm MST by MOM/GRANDMA

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